No no, I meant to mention that, that certainly episode 10 was incredibly slashy, just that the thing that made me love it was more this identity issue than the M/A love specifically, and that was what made me feel a little let down on the next episode.

And you're probably right that the reveal will be disappointing when it finally happens on the show! I also love reading about it so much but I'm afraid that after reading so many different versions of it in fanfic the actual show would have a hard time surprising me with anything. But hopefully there will be lots of close-ups on v. emotional Arthur and Merlin at least. :)