The thing is, the times I've visited anon memes I saw a lot of people hating on fans I like and respect. It's not so much that I don't want to be like those fans as that I don't want people to call me a snob for saying what I like and don't like, the way anons have done with a lot of my friends (especially friends who don't self-censor as much as I do). I should probably stop talking about this, but I do appreciate you trying to help me stop angsting. :)